| Location | Harlow |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 17/06/2004 |
| Date of Death | 17/06/2004 |
| Visitors | 2,840 since 04/03/2008 |
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MATTHEW ASPEN ALFIE SMITH
my little angel you fell asleep in my womb
so god called you away to soon
you are a dearly loved little angel
and you are missed so badly by your mummy and daddy
and your brothers and sisters
if tears could build a stairway and memories
a lane id walk right up to heavon and bring you home again
sleep tight little man
it was on a wednsday when i went for my 20 week check up
and it all seemed normal until i got to the heart beat they said to
me "prehaps its hiding " but i knew deep down there was something wrong
they sent me for a scan and thats when i saw the truth you had gone
ill never forget that day 16th june , they sent me for an appointment with the epu and said i would have to be indused but they could not do it untill the next day , so me and daddy went home to spend our last night with you , i did not want to let you go i did not want them to take you out of my womb , thats were i knew you were safe inside me, the next morining we went to hospital it was 11am by 12pm they put the tablets up inside to start my labour off , by 12.30 pm the pains started i remember the pain like it was yesterday me and daddy were left in a room on our own , by 6pm i was ready to push you out you were born at 6.18pm in your bag of water i knew you were going to be a boy we called you matthew you were so tiny but perfect in every way you were 150g and we got you blessed and took your pictures and held you and kissed you but after 5 hours of having u with me i had to give you to the midwife to take you away that was the hardest thing i have ever had to do it broke me in to knowing i was not taking you home with me to hold you and love you but i know you are with me every day i feel you there and i see it in your baby sister as you sent her as a gift i will love you till the day i die my angel baby xxx
I have 6 beautifull children but there is a hole in my heart for you my angel i have not greeved for you as i dont want it to be real that you were taken from me i acke for you and want to hold you and kiss you i feel if i cry to much i wont stop i look at your pics and wish i had you here i know your with me every day i feel you near me or i hear your footsteps in the hall like i did last night but its not the same as having you here i love you little man xxxxx
i have also had a 12 week misscarage the year before matthew which i went for a scan and was told it had died inside me so i went home and 4 days later it came out a tiny little baby which i belive was a boy to so he is up with matthew and i have had 4 misscarages which were early ones so it still hurts deep down when you lose a child and ppl say time is a healer but i dont think its true its been nearly 4 years and i still feel him and smell him and want to hold him rest in peace all my angel babys xxxxxxxxxxxxx
I miss you
My special star in the sky I miss you so much it hurts without you the day you left a part of me went with you I love you so much xxxx
Love from your mummy x
I miss you
My special star in the sky I miss you so much it hurts without you the day you left a part of me went with you I love you so much xxxx
Love from your mummy x
I miss you
My special star in the sky I miss you so much it hurts without you the day you left a part of me went with you I love you so much xxxx
Love from your mummy x
☜♡☞ PLAYING ON YOUR BIRTHDAY ☜♡☞
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copyright Rosalind Roberts 1/3/2011
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SPREAD YOUR BEAUTIFUL WING AND FLY
OVER THE RAINBOWS INTO THE BLUE SKY
WAVE AT ALL THE AROPLANES EVEN THOUGH
THEY CANNOT SEE YOU HAVE LOTS OF FUN
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY THE WAY THAT ANGELS DO
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PLAY BOUNCY CASTLE ON THE CLOUDS ABOVE
WHILE ALL THE ANGELS SURROUND YOU WITH
ETERNAL LOVE THIER IS PLENTY OF CAKES AND
ANGEL SWEETS GO RIGHT AHEAD YOU CAN
HAVE SOME TREATS
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ANGELS CAN DO ANYTHING THAT THEY REALLY
WANT TO DO THE CHOIR OF ANGELS WILL BE
SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU PLAYING
IN THE SUNSHINE PLAYING KISS AND CHASE
KNOWING THAT YOU NOW HAVE A SMILE
UPON YOUR FACE........
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♥ ℒℴѵℯ ♥ ♥ ℒℴѵℯ ♥ ♥ ℒℴѵℯ ♥ ♥ ℒℴѵℯ ♥ ♥ ℒℴѵℯ ♥ ANGELS WATCHING
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We have Angels watching
Over us as we sleep
Othere gather all our hopes
And bessings that are ours to keep
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One speaks with aquiet voice
Whispering in our ears
Words of love and comfort
Helping conquer all our fears
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Angels are loyal and kind and true
Thoughtful just and fair
Yjey come in many sizes
And often wear disguises
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One is a guardian Angel of love
Standing by in times of strife
A special Angel from God above
Guiding us through the storms of life
2007 Glenna A. Baugh
Living by Faith
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Sending you lots of Love on your Angel Day
Stay close to all who Love and miss you sweetheart,
Love always,Sylvie xxxxx
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This day will be a celebration
Of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
With great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
Would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us,
More than words could say.
You were here so briefly,
I wonder if you knew
All the ways you’ve touched
Our world and our hearts
And everyone who knew you
Since the day God called you home.
Now my child, you’re an Angel
With your heavenly Father above,
We see not only what we’ve lost
But our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
In our life and a hole in our
Hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
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☆ ♥ Although we cannot hold you . We will never let you go. You will be in our hearts forever .Because we love you so. ☆ ♥
☆ ♥ Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do the words I say ever make it through? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I knew ☆ ♥
BIG HUGS MATHEW
♥ ☆ ♥ ANGEL DAY ♥ ☆ ♥
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ANGEL DAY
YOUR ANGLE DAY IN HEAVEN
MANY TEARS WILL FALL FOR YOU
YOU TOUCHED SO MANY LOVING HEARTS
THERE'S SO MANY MISSING YOU
AS YOU NOW LIVE IN PARADISE
ITS HAVEN UP ABOVE STAY CLOSE TO ALL
YOUR LOVED ONES FOR IT'S YOU THEY MISS AND LOVE
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BIG HUGS FROM ME TO YOU AND YOUR
FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY
BUT IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER YOU WILL NOT BE
FORGOTEN YOUR TAKE CARE LOVE FROM ME
SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA BELANGER
AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF ALBERT AND
MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER AND COUSIN
OF STEVE MORNEAU TAKE CARE GOOD
NIGHT BIG HUGS BYE FOR NOW ALL MY
LOVE SYLVIE
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* ☆ * Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do the words I say ever make it through? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I knew
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❊ ゚ ❊ Our tears are never far away we think of you every day the pain we feel is so raw and deep but our memories of you we will always keep ❊ ゚ ❊
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.............................Today is very special,
...........................It comes by once a year.
.....................It’s the day you went to Heaven
.......................And the day you left me here.
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.........................I know I should be happy,
....................You’re in your Heavenly home.
.......................But instead I feel so empty
............................And oh so all alone.
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........................Yes, today is very special
.......................The day you grew your wings.
..........................You left so very quickly
........................You didn’t take your things.
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.......................Instead you left me crying,
.........................Yet hoping all the while
......................That someday I’ll remember
..........................This date with a smile.
.....................Copyright ⓒ2011Vicki Hansen
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♥ Our tears are never far away we think of you every day the pain we feel is so raw and deep but our memories of you we will always keep ♥
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God took you gently by the hand,
On wings of love to another land,
Nestled in the clouds up high,
Eternal life he gave you in the sky,
The ones left behind have broken hearts,
Oh they did not want you to depart,
One day you will all meet again,
Saving a place and no more pain,
On wings of love in Heaven above,
Our hearts are filled with lots of love,
Never more then a heart beat away,
Gone too soon,but loved and remembered
every single day.
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Our Precious Child
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♥ Its Your Angel Anniversary Another year has passed Although we cannot see you Our memories are here to last.♥ Thinking off you today Love Sylvie ♥
♥ We hold our angels in our heart, always to love and never to part. Happy Angel Day,♥
♥When you arrived in Heaven, You were given a golden key, It opened up the pearly gates, And your beauty for all too see.♥
♫♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS MATTHEW ♫♫
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♫ Happy Birthday Dear Matthew ♫
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